...I make the mistake of forgetting how pleasurable just 'wasting' time in the company of people can be. With the endless self-inflicted pressure to get productive, and the intense and vivid imaginary world I hold inside of me, the very necessary time of 'nothing' with others can slip by, un-valued.
Yesterday, I almost let that slip past me.
Then, I pulled out the last resource I had to make it, and the world threw sustenance at me from everywhere.
That is all.